It's a sow and reap affair.

I know i should not allow myself to get depressed and try to look on the bright side. But things are going a bit slow at work, and i cant help feeling that i'll never achieve my aims. There exists an element of frustration. Nobody appears to be listening to me and i just can't find the energy to fight on. it would be a shame to give up now, cos all I ever want is everyone who supports me to be very proud of me - and I want to be very pleased with myself, too. I can only allow this to be the start of a fortunate new turn in my life.