Monday, January 07, 2008

last entry of emo-ism

:: i lost control.

all because

i'm too soft (hearted).

:: i don't know what's to be expected.

i'm lost.

:: i am suffering from injustice.

yet all i can do is

nothing~

and i can't even drop a tear

:: i no longer know how to judge

i don't wish to push the blame around anymore

one mistake, everything ruined.

what is the mistake? - me

i am the mistake. things should not happen that way initially ya?

i should not take this huge responsibility,

because i'm not FIT to.

it was suppose to be 6 persons carrying 1 responsibility, but

i'm now carrying 6 responsibilities myself.

what will be the alternate outcome then? - not sure

i'm a burden to myself.

rather emotional lately.

'cos i find..

i really don't deserve this kind of treatment.

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